...feelin' a bit overwhelmed today; tired of waiting to hear about the decision for my disability and I need to get on with my life. I really can't afford to keep waiting and tired of putting my life on hold while they piddle around. That really frustrating, because we have to hurry up and make sure we get everything in by a certain time, and then they just doddle with making their decision while our lives hang in the balance. I'm considering just getting a job because we're already on the verge of foreclosure. But I don't know who will hire me with my track record. Plus I need to keep going to therapy appointments in order to keep getting my meds, and I'd have to miss a lot of work to do that. And it's really hard for me to keep a job because I get too sick and start falling apart. Don't know what to do.