Saw my nurse today, then she called me later and said she wanted me to go see the Dr (not my Dr - she is away)
So I freaked out and asked if it was a trick to get me into hospital, but she said it wasn't so she came to take me there.
I had a panic attack in the waiting room, when my nurse went to talk to the Dr.

The Dr did mention hospital and that they are concerned about my safety and other peoples.
He asked me what I knew about schizophrenia - I said just the basics and he gave me a book - it's like a comic, but with pages of information as well and it's about psychosis.

They think I might have schizophrenia, that's a pretty big deal, because I wasn't expecting that and now I'm confused.