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Originally Posted by AnIslandNeverCries
Sometimes I doubt myself that I really have depression, I think it's just the way I am. But reality always comes back to me and I'm back in the darkness. Except for less than an hour a week, I keep all the dark thoughts inside. I don't even remember who my "old self" was anymore. It's just me who I am now, on this dark path that leads to no way out. No one knows all these thoughts that are in my mind most of the day. I don't feel like a regular person anymore. I'm not. It sucks to be who I am now but don't believe I'll ever be "normal" again. On the outside to most everyone I still am though. I don't have much hope that I will ever get off of this dead end path.
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I think it would be helpful to tell someone all these dark thoughts. Someone safe and non judgemental. You will find all the people here accepting, understanding, and non judgemental. I don't know if you want to post all those thoughts in a public forum but you are anonymous here. I am thinking more like a therapist.
It is not helping you keeping all those thoughts to yourself.