I told my Psychiatrist I smoke weed and they said it might have been making my
Problems worse because I have had problems since childhood. So Weed just was not the best
Choice for me..So I am just gonna stop smoking it all together I love the way it makes me feel
But I need to take better care of myself I want to get better not worse.
I'm still kinda scared from my psychotic break like thing that happend to me earlier
It's made me not want to lay down until I absolutely have too
I don't want it to happen again....
I thought the medication was supposed to HELP me not have
break downs and stuff like this?.... If it's not working properly I
will need to be put on a different kind.