Over the past 2 years, I have also felt a presence. I have moved a few times and its almost like it follows me.
I was renting a room in a large house with a lot of roommates. Although I kept my room locked while I was in my room, from time to time I felt a very high energy shoving my body in the middle of my sleep. It would always wake me up. I almost felt like this spirit was trying to kick out my own spirit and possibly take over. Each time I was 'shoved' in my sleep, I would look around thinking one of my roommates was in my room, but they never were. Sometimes this shoving would also occur when I was awake watching TV.

In the last home I lived in, I often felt a strong breeze on me when I was trying to sleep. I know it was not due to the fan, because the breeze would brush me harder than the fan was even blowing and at the wrong angle as well.

Sometimes in the bathroom, a large bang would jolt me. It seemed to be coming from under the home.

My cats would also go nuts sometimes as well. Perhaps I was being stalked or perhaps it was the evil spirit that followed me.

Sometimes I wonder if a spirit overtakes my body, especially when I am overcome with another mental break down. I do know my true , authentic self is not like that. When I am overcome during a breakdown, I feel like a completely different person.

Back in another state, I was married to my second husband who made my life a living hell. Constantly telling me to send my kids back to their own dad, because he didn't want them. My mental illness just kept getting worse and worse and one day I had had enough. I was washing dishes and something foreign in me snapped. I broke a dish in the sink and calmly went upstairs to pack. I was in a weird daze, feeling numb and almost like I was on autopilot. I got in the car and headed to a hotel. While driving, I began to curse, but it was not my normal voice that came out. It is indescribable. I felt like I was being almost maneuvered like a puppet on a string. I made it to the hotel and attempted on my life. I cannot believe I did that . My poor children all I wanted was a happy family and here I had a husband making our lives hell. I don't know what overtook me that day, but I can say it was not natural. Not with how my voice was and the things spewing from my mouth. I'm not all too sure why I even remember that voice which was not mine.

I've had a few more attempts on my life and all of them felt similar in nature. Me doing things I would never dream of doing.

I've often wondered about evil spirits battling for my soul. I wonder.....I really wonder.

You are not alone with this eerie situation.

I've also had the feelings of not only being shoved, but also have had the experience of feeling my arms, body and face being touched. It is unnerving to say the least.

I hope your situation gets better for you. Hugs