Okay. Ever since I was a little girl, I was always really excited about my future husband. I come from a Catholic family, so my dad is especially religious. He's not against gays or anything, but he doesn't support gay marriage 100%. That kinda bothers me, but I do know that he's warming up to the idea. He believes in love, and he's a good guy. It's just how he was raised.
Ever since freshman year (of high school), I've been thinking that maybe I might be bisexual or lesbian even. I started thinking that girls were pretty back in middle school, though I tried to suppress those thoughts. I've never really found guys all that attractive tbh, and I find girls a lot more beautiful and I really only have girl friends. I feel a lot more comfortable around most girls. I had a boyfriend for eight months a few years back, and we made out and stuff, but I never really felt anything for him. It might have just been him, though... Come to think of it, I've had crushes on a lot of guys over the years, but most of them I've never been physically attracted to. (Not like, 'I want to have your babies type of way', just like butterflies in the stomach. XD) There's only been one guy to this day that I can honestly say I felt nervous and happy around.
Idk. I might just be overthinking everything. I'm just confused. It's a lot to think about, of course. I'm not really comfortable with myself, and I'm also just against myself personally kissing another girl because it's just a new thing to me; I was raised up in a household where guys like girls and girls like guys. It's just how things were for me. I didn't really know anyone who was gay. (I'm really hoping this isn't offending anyone. And sorry. I feel like I'm wording this all wrong. I hope I'm not.)
I don't know. I'm just confused. Haha. And it makes me uncomfortable with myself to not even know whether I like guys, girls, or both. Hmm.

Any advice? I'll gladly accept any-and-every-thing. Please feel free to share your experiences and stories, etc