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Originally Posted by costello
I would not be able to read such things about myself. Horrible.  |
Thanks Costello. It was horrible, but I'm feeling ok about it now. I still think that discharging myself from the CMHT is the best thing to do. I think that if they are right and I am making it up for attention seeking, then stopping my appts will stop 'rewarding' the attention seeking behaviour. And if they're not right, then I don't want to see anyone who thinks such horrible things about me.
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Originally Posted by KUREHA
They think I might have schizophrenia, that's a pretty big deal, because I wasn't expecting that and now I'm confused.
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Kureha
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Originally Posted by Cannablissfully
Hi everyone sorry I haven't been on in a while been busy with every day life.. I already made a post about this but I experienced this weird thing has anyone ever had something similar? What really happened to me?..It's bothering the heck out of me. see I was laying on my bed I had not taken my medication yet I wasn't asleep yet either I was just staring at my ceiling then I started feeling something build up inside of me I started to writhe back and forth and felt compelled to scream out a little bit but all that came out was a muffled gargle sound I then felt like I lost touch with my mind it was dark and then I came too and I couldn't move any part of my body And my eyes felt locked in place. Then I saw the invisible outline of fingers and felt this fuzzy feeling across my face I also saw the outline of the whole being I was seeing the eyes were light blue transparent they looked very monkey like then it faded away it only showed me its self for a moment then my arms felt HOT inside and out and my feet too like Fire was running through my veins then I was able to actually move and I sat up but felt very dizzy,and sick to my stomach. I thought at first the semi invisible being actually helped me to regain my consciousness and move my body again but I am not sure if that is a delusion and all of this was some weird break from reality or what. I will have to tell my Psychiatrist about this though... But this really bothered me I felt better after taking my meds. I even went as far as to look up different stories about invisible people online but Couldn't find much of what I experienced listed. I know it sounds weird! I don't know what to make of it myself. Anyone else ever have something happen to them like this before?
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Originally Posted by junkDNA
i got a call from the grocery store. i am hired. im going tomorrow to fill out the paperwork. yay. i meet with pdoc and T tomorrow. hopefully they will get me off the risperdal pills. T is happy about my job. we are starting a new collage project for therapy dealing with my inner parts (the parent, child, and healthy adult parts). i feel positive
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Congrats on the new job! And glad that you're feeling so positive today. Long may it continue
I've been reading about living donor liver transplants. I think it'd be scary, but I would do it to help Mum if need be. I'm just worried that they'll refuse me because of my mental health stuff... :/
*Willow*