Yes good job!! I am very proud of you
My mother has an undiagnosed case of OCD..im sure she has it though anyway everything had to be spotless...spotless as in if you drop a clean fork on the floor she flips out and slams stuff...just for a fork...anyway i was assigned chores...mostly dusting and running the vaccum and some other stuff but she never liked my job and always critized me...plus she would tell me not to do work because she would do it and then scream at me later for being lazy...nevertheless go figure...cleaning and keeping house is a big trigger for me to go off the deep end especially if people critize me or push me or yell at me to finish...it is probably one of my main triggers that im finding out...so i do know the insecerities you talk about and i wish i could give you the biggest hug for overcoming such an obsticle!! (((((((((((((EJ)))))))))))))) You have my love and my praise...Good luck and keep up the good work! love, Inny
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. "
- White Oleander
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