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Originally Posted by Aloneandafraid
I was shouted at in front of teenage boys earlier by H. It makes me feel so stupid and pathetic. And I don't want my boys to think this is acceptable. I don't think they do or will ever. But it breaks me. Plus my friends treat me like this and speak harshly about me which they wouldn't do to anyone else. I am too weak and quiet. I hate myself. I wish I didn't care so much.  |
alone I so get it . someday if you keep working towards health maybe it wont be so hard to stand up to these people in your life . my T got a bit uppity about allowing my farther to treat me in such a way in front of my son. it is hard I hope someday ill also learn to stand up to these people also and feel I am worth it . oh and you definitely are worth it. one thing I am doing these days is to try and surround myself with positive people if I need to be around any . like when I go crafting. not always easy but I try