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Originally Posted by newtus
i been thinking about that. she said she wanted me to sign medical release forms over to them so she could talk to my new psychiatrist and i said "NO!". i didnt realize she was being judgemental. i just thought it was a trap.
but see theres like no other good therapists around here. and shes half good. all the other therapists i saw were 0 percent good and i think i saw 2 or 3 in the same town i goto see her. which has a medium population. under 250k or so.
idk what to do. ive been thinking about changing but its put me in a bind too. i question her too though.
and THEN she was like "tell your psychiatrist about your throwing up and eating habits" and i said "NO! im not getting a diagnosis of an eating disorder. im sick of diagnoses. im not gettnig another one". and she got quiet. cause ive been throwing up a lot. mostly from nerves and various things but i been encouraging myself to throw up instead of holding it in like i would normally do. to lose weight. but a doctor could easily take that wrong i think. and automatically think ED. or something. and im just not having that. but somehow my therapist gets things out of me. like the whole story like KUREHA said.
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I'm glad you didn't sign the forms it's not her job to monitor you so much as to help you accomplish things that you would like to. Maybe it would work better if you had some sort a agenda yourself? With me and my T we would first thing in the session discuss a series of topics we would like to get to today...you know whatever was bothering you...so you might say my dad is working a lot so I'm lonely what do you suggest? I don't get the sense that you guys have any goals at all. I know people have different therapeutic specialties but she's acting more like a spy than a T which totally undermines the therapeutic relationship. I understand you might not be able to change therapists but perhaps you can work on improving the interaction by setting up some ground rules for her role in your life...ie she is not involved in med management or global assessment of anything....