I don't want to hurt myself, but when my parents stumble into the house after three hours at the bar and the first thing they do is tell me I am useless.
No hello. Just "You are completely useless. Can't even get off your fat ***"
Despite the fact I actually got up, unlocked the door, yelled three times it was open. Their drunken stupor couldn't figure it out.
They make me hate myself.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016 
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