Look around more man. Look at all the people that really aren't good looking and they're still with someone. Look at all the jerks who are with someone. The least attractive thing to a woman is a guy hating himself or saying "woe is me" or crying in her lap saying "don't leave me." I have heard this over and over and over and over...and over...I'm 34.

Kris you need to talk to yourself like you would talk to a friend or sister who was feeling fat and ugly. Would you try to encourage them? If you talked to her like the the way you are talking to yourself right now, we would all think you're a total jerk and tell you to back off and shut up. I know you feel bad but you have to stop ranting on yourself or nothing will ever change and you will undo any progress you make. Then it will be no one's fault but yours bro.