It's not stupid. The hospital is not a bad place...it's just hard to know why we have to be there. They didn't reject you. Something made them think you'd be ok. Were you completely honest with the sui impulses you've had? I'm actually surprised they didn't admit you cause you sound really down. You need to be easier on yr self and you don't need to get over yr self. You are dealing with a very debilitating disease that requires treatment. Please don't hesitate to go back for fear of rejection. When I went two weeks ago they were going to admit me but I decided...after being there for four hours...that is just get an emergency pdoc appt for the next day. I made it thru and didn't si. How are you doing right now? Where is yr mood? Are you having sui thoughts again?

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