Thanks everyone for your support. I think that the taking it hour to hour thing is a good idea. I feel like I can keep myself safe until my t appointment tomorrow at noon. If I start feeling otherwise, I'll post more here. But right now I'm feeling much safer.

Ironically enough, I have a suicide prevention walk on Sunday that I want to attend; I'm heavily involved with the organization that plans the walk. So that means that I have to stay alive and out of the hospital so I can attend the walk on Sunday. I got a bracelet with the name of our organization on it tonight; I think I am going to wear it as a visual reminder that I have something to live for.