I actually don't have an AD or an AP at the moment. Just the topiramate and a little bit of a thyroid med I'm weaning off with the doctor's permission since I'd been on it for months and never seen any difference. The thyroid problem had never even been confirmed - he was just guessing. He wanted to do blood work but I had to refuse because I couldn't afford it. I do some vitamins and am trying to get on the Vistaril for anxiety but it still hasn't been shipped yet. I haven't done an AP since high school (about 8 years) and it's probably been at least a year since I was on an AD. Perhaps this is part of the problem?
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Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
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