Yeah I am going to be 33 next month and I have no job no friends never had a girlfriend never had a girl interested in me ever.I am 24 7 at my house.I do not meet people at all.I have little to no self esteem and depressed for years.I don't know how to change it.I am not in therapy or taking meds.I am working out with Focus T25 for 30 mins a day.burning anywhere from 400 cals to 645 with my 297 lbs frame.I don't think people that look like me should go up to girls.I wouldnt know what to do or say to them.I have bad social anxiety.sometimes I wish i would just hurry up and just die to end my miserable life.