Last night, I kinda disclosed some to my partner......went very badly. She literally said "I don't want to go down that dark path with you". Hurt very badly and I feel incredibly alone and rejected......and now much more shameful. So please, yes, be wary as you never know how people feel about this and where they're coming from. Blew my socks right off as I was not expecting that and we are not on speaking terms right now.

Best be left with someone trained in how to help you overcome this.....the rest will happen and you'll be more ready to deal with the outcome.