Hello Omega.
Are you seeing a therapist? A good therapist can help you to learn to deal with the axiety you are having that is so severe. There are also medications you can take that still let you be active at work, school, and so forth. I am on meds at this time and I am very active in the community. Anxiety is very treatable at this time by professionals so you can still be active in life. Take care Soidhonia