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Originally Posted by Alone & confused
We are naturally born better than men! (sorry, just got my heart stomped on by one & I'm extremely toxic right now! So anything I say at this point may be poison.) I understand your position though. Just don't develop a "self-defeating" attitude by becoming your own worst enemy, ok? I only WISH I could have stayed in college! And I admire your dedication to your dream! I've about abandoned all hope on ALL of my dreams. I hope one day to hear your Success story! Go out & score one for "our team", ok?  |
I'm doing all of this at what cost though? There's three years that I won't be able to date…even if I magically found someone that wasn't put off by being attracted to me (which is very confusing to me), I'll be in the "wrong part of my life" for them anyway. So I give up one dream for another. It's with medication—either I'm able to enjoy sexual feeling or I don't have anxiety quite as badly (even though now it's bad enough I can't leave my apartment). You can't have both—and at the moment I can have neither.
So my entire life has been having to choose career or love and friendship.