And it's not just the general public as a BPD I've been turned down by therapists who have never met me because I'm too hard a case.

It would be nice to be able to actually explain and have people understand when I'm not doing well rather than having to make a joke of it or cover it up because it's just me being 'cray cray'.

"Don’t let them in, don’t let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know"

Mantra of my life.