* That's your gut instinct, listen to it to avoid blue eyes and bruised ribs.

* Listen to your parents reservations and objections, they're not trying to ruin or run your life, they want what's best for you, so really take the time to hear them when they express why he's not what's best for you.

*Cherish Wesley, and be more forgiving of him. Yes he will be pretty mad at you come next year, but its not because he wants to run your life or he's disappointed in how you turned out. He didn't picture his baby sister becoming a mother so young and is grieving for how drastically your life will change before you're even grown up. So forgive him, reciprocate his efforts at repairing your relationship sooner, because he gets violently taken away from you very soon, and then grieving gets way more complicated than being anchorless.

*You were right you smartas.s. there's definitly something much more sinister at work in your brain than hormones You have legitimately suffered these past few years for a reason far beyond being ill equipped to deal with life. Turns out you really are crazy!