I have bipolar I, and some of the psychosis that goes along with it. But the odd thing is that I have a borderline stable delusion. When I start getting hot I transform into a solar deity. I start drawing power from the Sun, things start getting shiny as my vision expands to see the energy states of their atoms. I know the secrets of the cosmos and the mysteries down beneath the sea. It basically rocks. And then eventually my wings of scorching flame come out and that's my clue that I've gone mad again and then I call the pdoc.
Now this may have something to do with the dissociative disorder that I have, actually I'm sure it does, because there's another persona that comes out sometimes, and he's scary enough that I don't really like talking about him.
I'm just wondering if anybody else has recurring/semi-stable delusions?
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