So the past few days have been pretty difficult. This morning I woke up feeling just awful, physically as well as emotionally. I went to see my t at noon. She was very sweet and supportive. She got me to truly think about what was causing my recent symptoms, in a way that was gentle and non-triggering. I felt much better after I saw her.

She's a psychiatrist, but she won't prescribe for me. To get me through this tough time, however, she did give me a script for 5 extra mg of zyprexa.

I'm feeling hopeful for the first time in a few days. I feel like I actually have a future now!