I don't see myself as a god or anything, but I've had two paranoid-type delusions ever since I was 12 or 13, that don't seem to disappear no matter what meds I'm taking. They fluctuate in strength, sometimes I'm able to shake it off and say no I'm being silly, but sometimes I completely believe them.

The first is that if I have a picture of someone, that person can choose to see out of the eyes of the picture at any moment and spy on me. I have never kept any photos for that reason. As a preteen I was convinced Baby Spice was watching me out of the poster my sister had in her bedroom.

The second one is that if I think about a person in my life, they will be able to see out of my eyes. It's almost a physical feeling, like I can feel them seeing out of my eyes. This one is sometimes paranoid, but sometimes I feel like "cool, let me show you how cool I am"

I don't have a dissociative disorder, or any alternate personae.