Thanks but I'm not an actor and I couldn't do that. I'm extremely disappointed in how much of my life has been lost to depression/anxiety and ashamed of what I perceive to be a weakness in myself. I'm sure trying to explain and examine my life in front of strangers will dampen my spirits enough to blunt my sparkly personality and charm
I don't want the decision to be based on my demeanor. I want it to be based on my history and the professional opinions of my doctor and the doctor who was hired by the SSA to examine me when all this was in the early stages.
I'm not getting my hopes up for this.