Can't get the involuntary hospitalization out of my head, even though it was only for about 9 hours. Every time I see headlights I think it's cops coming to get me. I accidentally enabled the bluetooth on my cell, and it had this weird symbol on it all the time and I thought it looked like an ambulance symbol so I thought the cops were tracking me until I figured out what it was. My head is killing me. I texted my dr. to apologize for being such a huge ***** yesterday (although I am still so angry) and he didn't answer the text, so now I feel alone and terrified. This depression is becoming agonizing pain that I don't think I can endure.