Inpatient can be very helpful, especially if you're having a lot of anxiety. You'll have nowhere to go except groups. You don't have to worry about basics like making meals or doing day to day things except your daily living skills. Everywhere I've been has not allowed electronics which sounds lame but actually gives you a nice break from the demands of everyone. No texts, no Facebook, no twitter.

Out if the six places I've been, only two were really intolerable For me. The rest have been very helpful if I allowed them to help me. And I know you e been suffering for a long time. It might be worth it just to get a break.

I know you have a family to worry about but you might be able to be a better partner Nd mom if you go for a week to figure things out. Good luck!