CBT T shares an office with some of his interns, including someone who works w/kids.
The office is small anyways So the bookcase behind where T sits is overfilled with toys, games, stickers, kids' books crayons etc. On top of the bookcase are three big teddy bears, that I am pretty sure make T uneasy (they sort of loom over his shoulder.) He has also whacked his elbow into the toy bins behind him on more than one occasion.

Last week, a small basket of mini play-doughs appeared within arm's reach on the side table near his clock. I was so tempted to play with it to keep my nervous hands busy. I thought he might get weirded out and ask me to put it back. I have really strong urges to see what else he has in the room.

We meet in the AM and sometimes his lunch or breakfast will be in a tupperware container, out on his counter. Or a couple of greek yogurts. I have the urge to get those bad boys refrigerated.

I'd love to be more spontaneous too! Not sure where it would lead.