i was always afraid of work. i wanted the the money but working was scary i was told a lot of bad stuff about jobs. i heard more bad than good and i was told the only good thing is a paycheck! wtf?!? when i was in college, yea, it's like a job and i did pooly in college. i had a job in college and did poorly. for me, i had poor parents who were terrible at jobs and had no real idea how to go about it.

they don't know i am working and i am trying to be more positive about it. my boss wants me to learn more about help desk and i do feel scared about not knowing what to say i feel as though my english isn't great (i am an american born and raised english is my first language). anyway, i believe i am getting better....