I recognise to other people it might sound strange but it feels real to me. Sometimes demons are defintely watching me, there are cameras in my plug sockets, and people can be taken over by demons, my thoughts can be read etc. Other times I'm aware this sounds strange but it doesn't make it any less real, if that makes sense. Oddly enough unless I think I can talk to God, my worst delusional states have been when my mood was pretty stable. There's normally ones that are persistant, the plug sockets which I like to keep taped up just incase, whereas the feeling watched/thought reading isn't. When I'm hypomanic I think I can talk to God, and when I'm depressed I just feel paranoid that I'm going to let everyone down, I'm a horrible person, I need to suffer etc.