I just wrote out a long message to you but it got all messed up.

Sorry for disappearing on u. It's my sons last night here for awhile so I was spending some last minute time with him. He'll be back in a month though.

I'm so sorry you were abused by somebody that is supposed to be safe.

I understand though. I was hurt by ppl that should have been safe too. I did some really intense therapy on what all happened to me but it still bothers me a lot. It's really hard to have ur trust walked all over like that. I still have a hard time totally trusting ppl, especially authority figures. Those were the same ppl that walked all over my trust. I don't feel comfortable saying anymore on it here. But if u ever need to you can pm me anytime.

Well **** I'm having a hard time sleeping again. Just some stuff came up.

I hope u were able to get some sleep. I'm gonna go try again. Again if u ever need to, u can pm me. Ok time to try and quiet my mind.