It has been bothering me for a little while. I talk to my ex all the time as if he's there. He's not anymore. I'm not hurting anymore, but I'm afraid this habit of mine will eventually stir feelings up again. It's like whenever I go through my daily life, I just...talk in my head. To him, sometimes to other people (that I know), but mostly to him.

For example, whenever I get my heavy bag of books, I'd just think in my head: "Hey, could you please help me with this bag?" as if he's there. And then I'd smile and take it myself instead. I'm fully aware he is not there, but I continue to do this.

Is this even NORMAL? IT'S BLOODY CREEPY! IS IT some sort of SYMPTOM of not MOVING on? Is it some suppressed unfinished business or whatever **** that ex relationships do to you? I thought I'm so DONE with that.