Dear T,

Um....I almost got into huge trouble last night. I am losing control but I don't know how to tell you about it. I don't know what good telling you would do anyway. I'm sure I'd just feel pretty ashamed and you might minimize my situation. Or get mad. Or not respond. Idk T.

I think it's best to be honest with you but I don't always trust my intentions or how you may analyze my unconscious intent, so find it safer to keep it to myself...