TJ. I would really take much notice of what gp's have to say, because mental illness is a whole other area. We all get punched in the guts with depression, and being realistic, I think your T and GP are a bit unrealistic about your improvement. We all have times where we think our depression is moving slowly away but as a realist, depression can be for me like snakes and ladders. I dont want to be the glass half empty type person but your problems are not going to be solved within a certain time fame. This is your life and if you feel sh1tty, then its to bad if the T doesnt like it. Be yourself, you are trying to make sence of this whole depression thing and it will take time. Please keep telling yourself that the bad thoughts do pass. Best wishes.