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Originally Posted by newtus
im doing relatively ok except for a few hallucinations here and there and kinda bad paranoia. but it could be worse. i think im relatively ok because i dont really have any stress in my life right now. the trip was really stressfull and i was throwing up and having bad hallucinations and really bad paranoia. my mom wants me to go on another trip back there cause family is there (in a few months) and i just dont think i can do it.
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Relax for now. You just got home and obviously did very well on the visit to Cali or else they would not want you back! lol
You never know....in a few months, you may be ready to visit again. You dont have to make a decision right now.
Im so proud of your accomplishment of going out of your comfort zone and doing all the things you did. The plane ride, visits with family and grandma.....even though you had a lot of symptoms, you proved to yourself that you could do it!
rest and relax right now.
