Today is a beautiful day, 75 degrees, sun shinning...went to church Easter egg hunt with my precious daughter...husband mowing grass..everyone is happy...and then there is me....crying, wanting to hide in my closet (which by the way is a big walk in closet ) and cry....??? why do I act like that???? oh yes..I'm rapid cycle bi-polar...and I am cycling fast today...I'm on a rollercoaster ride with no brakes...cry...laugh...cry..laugh..cry harder..laugh...I want to get off of this ride..but apparently I have a life-long ticket that decides the ride??!!