So I went on my first date and I was pretty disappointed.

I was thankful to even go somewhere.

We took a train to Salt Lake City.

We went to the Mormon temple. I was talking to my date, Austin, about his religion involved with the afterlife, which he explained. We went to the Mormon temple. There I got to know more about their afterlife, and two missionaries were trying to get me to convert to being Mormon.

Then we went to lunch at a deli since I mentioned I didn't want to go anywhere too expensive.

We went back to the temple afterwards and that's when he asked me if I wanted to go back to the train. I said yes and we went home early.

He said that he felt bad for not planning the date. He wanted it to be for me and he just let me decide what I wanted to do. But I didn't know what all was there to do, so I thought that we'd might as well leave.

We didn't talk much, and he just didn't really seem to have fun on the date.

I didn't even get a kiss or hug from him. He just didn't seem to be interested.

He just did it all to be nice for me, it's not like he had any feelings for me.

I don't ever want to go on a date ever again. It will be the same with every guy I meet. I think I don't ever want to consider falling in love with anyone, because it won't happen.

I don't even want to talk to Austin again. There's nothing between us, and there never will be.