I completely understand...i am very sorry for you having to deal with this...My recent mystery illness caused me to loose 20 pounds...Its not helping that i am a recoving anorexic and bulimic...I have tried to even lose more weight and blame it on my illness...people say i am scary skinny...my bones are sticking out but i feel like i am sooo fat...I see the flab and i can grab my stomach..so i cant be that skinny right? I hope you can get some help...my heart is there for you....ask for help....recognize you need it...((((((((((((lil bit))))))))))) Good luck keep us posted
love, Inny