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Originally Posted by redbandit
I struggle with this too. When I attempted, I made a promise to my sister that I would never go through with it. She told me how it's selfish, and loved ones suffer so much after. That really changed my perspective . You have to find a reason for living . Easier said than done, I know!
I hope that you have loved ones who are supportive. If you ever need to talk, send me a PM!
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Yea my sister, ruthlessly critizised me for being selfish and not thinking of anyone else. The first time I was in the hospital...It made me feel even worse, I knew she was trying to speak sense into me but support would of been better. I am not sure if I ever told her of my attempt. I was a bit psychotic at the time and had no rational thought what so ever which made it that much worse.
Thank you guys for talking on this subject, I know it is hard but it means a lot to have someone to talk to about it. I think you are right theaterkid, I do my best to keep others informed incase I need to go to the hospital. I just hate being a burden and having to bring my personal issues around.