Hi, Cat eye
Welcome to the Forum, am glad that you came here for support and do hope you will continue to post and let us know how things are going with your anxiety and depression, as many do suffer from these disorders here as well.
Ativan I have taken before, currently on Valium. If the Doctor has prescribed it for an as needed basis, then it can really be helpfull for anxiety. Though keep in mind if taken daily over long periods of time it is habit forming and will not be as effective over time. As your body builds up a tolerance to the drug and other drugs in it's class.
Myself have been taking this type of anti anxiety drug for a very long period of time daily and am now dependant. I would advise that when you first begin to take it not to drive until you are really aware of its effects on your body. It really is a good medication for anxiety if used for short periods of time or as needed basis. I do hope it brings you relief from your anxiety/depression.
Getting support here, such as the Anxiety Board and professional help such as Therapy is a good way to learn more about the Anxiety itself and can help in addition of the ativan. Good Luck- Hope you begin to feel better soon.
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~KRIS~
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