I'm really mad at you. You said you would always be there for me and would never leave me. And now you're there but not really because of the circumstances you find yourself in. And I'm struggling to be honest with you and reach out to you when I need help, like now, because the friend relationship is superceding the client relationship and I feel too guilty to bother you with my problems when you have some serious ones of your own.

I'm all alone and I'm hurting and I'm hurting myself and I'm lost and you're gone. You're really and truly gone. Just a text message away but in reality, I've lost you and I don't have a t to walk with me anymore.