Has anyone ever had sexual dreams about their abuser? I've had some and I really am bothered by them. I don't want to feel attracted to my abuser in my dreams but they seem to happen quite a lot lately. Normally if I saw my abuser on the street I wouldn't walk across the street to spit on him to put him out if he was on fire, like I would clap and give a standing ovation if he got hit by a car. That's my feelings towards him, but I can't stop having sexual dreams about him. Makes me sick, I feel like I'm sick and demented for having them. Anyone else have any of these problems or anything like that? Anyone have any suggestions?