I'll start out by saying that I think I've been having gaps in my memory. Today one of coworkers confronted me (in a positive way) and asked if I was ok. He told me that I had been acting like I had been on cocaine for a week and how I was talking really fast and "sporadically". He also told me that I was talking to myself...(I'm kind of skeptical about the talking to myself part...I don't know though)

Anyways, I remember absolutely none of this. I knew I had my other usual symptoms of mania(no sleep and pleasure/thrill seeking and excessive happiness), but not those. It scares me that I don't know/remember what I was doing.

I was so embarrassed about what he told me, but I just laughed...it was funny to me for some reason. How in the world do I go about this?