Bluebell,

I just posted a thread that sounds much like you are feeling! So I know I am not alone. One thing that really helped me was my doctor told me that she would "get me feeling better". It was someone telling me that I COULD feel better when I did not think it was possible. I have to believe that I CAN feel better. And you can too! Sometimes for me FIGHTING the feeling is the worst part...I stop drinking anything when I am depressed so I know I get very dehydrated..it seems like getting a glass of water is too much ..try to stay hydrated and take some vitamins..Do one nice thing for yourself..I used to do the same as you when my kids were home so I hear you! It has been up and down for a long time. I believe there is hope you will feel better on the meds!! We gotta have hope !!

Northbelle