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Originally Posted by sunshine1995
Whoa when I had my psychosis I could feel my brain slipping. I called our crisis line and tried to talk myself out of it with her. But yeah, I know what u mean. I could feel my brain moving away from reality.
It's scary. I wish u wouldn't stop ur meds newtus. Ur not over weight. I'm 5ft 2in too. My GOAL weight is 160. I would Love to be 130 again. But I feel ok at 160. I personally don't like skinny though. I think women look better with curves.
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my mom belittles me because of my weight. i like skinny.
but anyway my brain feels like its slipping a lot and fast. it feels like my head is literally changing. tonight ive been doing some old things i did while psychotic. i figure im pretty much back on the road to becoming psychotic again. yesterday i actually sat on the floor in the middle of target. and acted so weird i guess i had 2 employees following me and kept asking me questions. 1 looked at me funny when i was talking. and i saw him kept looking at me when i was sitting on the floor in target. im not getting good sleep anymore. 5 hours a day. im definitely going back psychotic. is it worth it to lose weight? idk but i gotta do it