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Originally Posted by newtus
my mom belittles me because of my weight. i like skinny.
but anyway my brain feels like its slipping a lot and fast. it feels like my head is literally changing. tonight ive been doing some old things i did while psychotic. i figure im pretty much back on the road to becoming psychotic again. yesterday i actually sat on the floor in the middle of target. and acted so weird i guess i had 2 employees following me and kept asking me questions. 1 looked at me funny when i was talking. and i saw him kept looking at me when i was sitting on the floor in target. im not getting good sleep anymore. 5 hours a day. im definitely going back psychotic. is it worth it to lose weight? idk but i gotta do it
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There are so many other ways to lose weight Newtus. If stopping your medications is going to make you psychotic then it's not worth it. If you end up in the hospital over this then there's a chance that you could end up back on forced injections. Now if you get back on those then you won't have control over your medications or your weight. Remember how you said the injections were too much? Remember how you felt on those? You don't want things to go down this way
