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Originally Posted by newtus
my mom belittles me because of my weight. i like skinny.
but anyway my brain feels like its slipping a lot and fast. it feels like my head is literally changing. tonight ive been doing some old things i did while psychotic. i figure im pretty much back on the road to becoming psychotic again. yesterday i actually sat on the floor in the middle of target. and acted so weird i guess i had 2 employees following me and kept asking me questions. 1 looked at me funny when i was talking. and i saw him kept looking at me when i was sitting on the floor in target. im not getting good sleep anymore. 5 hours a day. im definitely going back psychotic. is it worth it to lose weight? idk but i gotta do it
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That is just horrible that ur mom does that. My mom would always used to say, "it's easy to put the weight on, but hard to take it off" She was right. I just hope ur not forced onto injections again. How do they force u anyway? I thought that was illegal.