I just got out of a emotionally abusive relationship. Its is so hard to try to move on, and I don't know what to do anymore. I miss him so much, I don't miss what he did, but he wasn't always like that. I miss the good times. I don't really have that many friends anymore because of him, a lot of them left because they didn't like him and I choose him over them. I want to move on, I want to be happy and actually enjoy life again. I just keep feeling like I'm getting beat down everyday.