Very…. subdued. (code for pretty much depressed but don't quite want to write that). Anyhow. Meeting with someone about disability tomorrow. I spent the day writing thoughts (not so much for tomorrow as to grasp reality/scope of why we're there and having to do this). I tend to minimize. But seeing it in black and white? Damn. (Mental mostly, but some physical too. BF set mtg up, or it never would've actually gotten done.) Beside that, I didn't get diddly done. Still, exhausted.

Aside from that business, I should be in a good headspace! Pisses me off when brain has other ideas.

Trying. But struggling and can't snap it. Just going to go to bed.