Unfortunately eating disorders (like mental illness sometimes) are not something that can be snapped out of. The only way to make improvements is to want to change what you are doing to yourself. I strongly feel that it is impossible to help yourself unless you want to.
(((Elizabeth))) I can imagine that having an eating disorder must be very frustrating..I just hope that this board gives you the strength to want to take steps in your life (when you are ready) to fight this thing.
I am rooting for you honey.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>